day 5

i think i should stop counting my days here, sounds like i can't wait to go back. although i miss everything back home. i like it here. there's a glee about myself today, today was a nice day, went to the banks and met some nice ppl at the uni. one indian lecturer said i looked like a movie star!!! cool huh, i look like a movie star to them (ahem ahem). the chicks on the bus are very sexy, today on the way to the uni i was chatting with one, then on the way home was chatting with another. i love this country, the chicks come and talk to you, not the other way around like back home. oh i must tell you guys this, everyone who knows me, knows i'm a fucking racist. and since there a so few natans here, i love this country. there are a few in my uni la, but not my course. but one more thing la, there are two dumb chinese broads on my course. damn, i spoke like an entire pharagraph to them, the shook their heads and said "ah...err...ahh ahh...". you know whats the worst part, these two dumb broads are my housemates...i know. i'm going "fuck fuck fuck" too.

well anyways, as days go by...that feeling that everything here is gonna be great for now on, is growing on me. there a sense of joy in me, after a long time. there's this feeling i have that everything is gonna fall into perspective views...not now but soon. and i love this feeling, i feel like the old rajes again. like the one who was hated by everyone, not the one everyone symphatized with. nice to hear that isn't it...yeah

"be the man..."