T - 2 days...

i went to the temple early in the morning, got up some 5am and went there. i actually wanted to go to the temple and pray for everything in my life to go smoothly, no more bumps, speedbreakers, no hicups. but when i was there all i prayed for, guess what? i prayed for the happiness of my princess, i prayed that He will give everything she needs and everything she wants in life. i prayed so that she'll do well in her exams, it's her finals end of this year. i even broke a coconut for her as an offering to God. i dunno the whole time i was in the temple all i could think of was her. then i was talking to myself (God actually la) sounded a bit funny but i guess reasonable la. i asked him to give her back to me, "make her happy, make her happy with me," then i told him "i'm not demanding, i'm just pleeding, if it's not possible then i'm not gonna fight your decisions, cause you know best, but please try hard, for me, this once" then came the funniest part, "you've been giving and i've been taking, no complains up till this year, why la you punishing me like this, but nevermind, if i deserve it and if you say so la...but please take everything, i don't want anything, i desire only one, my princess, with all my heart and soul i love her, they say love is devine, pure and beyond this world..they say that about you too..so you're love, now why you wanna go give yourself a bad repo?" (i'm laughing my ass out now, can't believe i was saying all this) "so please help me out a little with my love here a little..." temple is a place i really enjoy going these days, my soul asylum.

after that went to the bank and collected both my bank drafts, then go collect my laptop, buy my digital camera, then finally bought a precious cove for my princess's birthday in nov. thanks ric for helping, i really owe you a lot man...

i'm shitting bricks in my pants man...it's just another two days left....damn tired now, talk some more tomorrow.