T - 1 day...!
today is my last day in malaysia..actually tomorrow also la since my flight is only at 12.30 midnight. well i've said all my goodbye's, packed all my stuff, done all my work, bought all the things i need...dunno what else.
i thought of calling my princess but i guess i shouldn't...i don't know la...we'll see.
did my medical today...damn i don't have any terminal diseases. it cost me rm250 at pantai and tawakal. should have just gone to GMC. but nevermind. all's well, end's well...
i still need to call some of my friends to tell them i'm leaving if not they'll be pissed i didn't tell them. i also need to photocopy all my documents for my dad's record. maybe tonight i'll be going to a night market buy some gadgets. the gadgets at the up town night market are cool. even the t-shirts, those cheap ones are pretty cool. i was impressed that they were selling a samurai sword, full length sword, not one of those minitures...way cool.
these days i'm thinking a lot about my princess, i know i really love her and i know i really miss her very much...but everything is out of my hands, there's nothing i can do. sad. it's the ones who are really in love are the one's who always end up like this. those bastards out there who cheat on their women, beat them up, treat them badly are all happy with their girlfriends...so tomorrow was suppose to be the day i was gonna propose to her...argh, this is sad la. why does this have to happen to me. i hate this part of my life.
anyways, i better stay focus on leaving the country...it's hard but i guess this is how it has to go down...damn, nothing comes easy these days do they. i guess i've had a lot of things come easy and some the very very hard way. well whoever said life was gonna be easy. it comes with both yin and yang and not forgetting my good old buddy karma...i guess i'm rambling already. getting that butterfly feeling in my stomach already, guess i am affraid to leave. but nothings stopping me this time. well actually there is one thing, my mom. she is so sad that i'm gonna leave her for a year. i know she gonna miss me a lot, same here. but there's nothing that'll change my love for her. i know every child will say this, but my mom is indeed the world's best mom. she has done so much for me, been there for me when everyone else left. she's been my soulfood for far too long and i know i'll never be able to repair her with anything, even if it takes another seven rebirths. i love her so much and she means so much to me, i guess it is because i love her so much and because of her effects on me, that i love my princess so much. i've always looked at my princess the same way i looked at my mom. i guess they were, are and will be forever the two greatest love of my life. i pray for it in each every one of my souls journey. if i am to be reborn in this world i want my mom and my princess to be with me, in some form or rather. that'll be the greatest gift of god to me. but speaking of which i know i'll never the same person without one more soul, my best friend ricardo. he's a diamond among the rubble, i wish him all the best in life, i wish me and him will always remain like this. if my princess is my heart and my mom is my soul, ricardo is my life line...i'm definetely blessed with the best of both worlds. can't ask for more. AS GOOD AS IT GETS.....
i thought of calling my princess but i guess i shouldn't...i don't know la...we'll see.
did my medical today...damn i don't have any terminal diseases. it cost me rm250 at pantai and tawakal. should have just gone to GMC. but nevermind. all's well, end's well...
i still need to call some of my friends to tell them i'm leaving if not they'll be pissed i didn't tell them. i also need to photocopy all my documents for my dad's record. maybe tonight i'll be going to a night market buy some gadgets. the gadgets at the up town night market are cool. even the t-shirts, those cheap ones are pretty cool. i was impressed that they were selling a samurai sword, full length sword, not one of those minitures...way cool.
these days i'm thinking a lot about my princess, i know i really love her and i know i really miss her very much...but everything is out of my hands, there's nothing i can do. sad. it's the ones who are really in love are the one's who always end up like this. those bastards out there who cheat on their women, beat them up, treat them badly are all happy with their girlfriends...so tomorrow was suppose to be the day i was gonna propose to her...argh, this is sad la. why does this have to happen to me. i hate this part of my life.
anyways, i better stay focus on leaving the country...it's hard but i guess this is how it has to go down...damn, nothing comes easy these days do they. i guess i've had a lot of things come easy and some the very very hard way. well whoever said life was gonna be easy. it comes with both yin and yang and not forgetting my good old buddy karma...i guess i'm rambling already. getting that butterfly feeling in my stomach already, guess i am affraid to leave. but nothings stopping me this time. well actually there is one thing, my mom. she is so sad that i'm gonna leave her for a year. i know she gonna miss me a lot, same here. but there's nothing that'll change my love for her. i know every child will say this, but my mom is indeed the world's best mom. she has done so much for me, been there for me when everyone else left. she's been my soulfood for far too long and i know i'll never be able to repair her with anything, even if it takes another seven rebirths. i love her so much and she means so much to me, i guess it is because i love her so much and because of her effects on me, that i love my princess so much. i've always looked at my princess the same way i looked at my mom. i guess they were, are and will be forever the two greatest love of my life. i pray for it in each every one of my souls journey. if i am to be reborn in this world i want my mom and my princess to be with me, in some form or rather. that'll be the greatest gift of god to me. but speaking of which i know i'll never the same person without one more soul, my best friend ricardo. he's a diamond among the rubble, i wish him all the best in life, i wish me and him will always remain like this. if my princess is my heart and my mom is my soul, ricardo is my life line...i'm definetely blessed with the best of both worlds. can't ask for more. AS GOOD AS IT GETS.....
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