subdued day...

well nothing much to say about today, like any other slow day i have these days, packed with emotions and sleepless nights. i kinda have lost my thing...mojjo to be writing in my blog these days. i mean yesterday i made one hell of an ikan bilis sambal, cooking has come to me like fish to water. and i was in a way proud of it but it never really hit me. i mean i've started working on my assignments also, thinking that it'll get my mind off things but thats always never possible, not by a long a shot. so i guess i still have to try and try and try and try...till my end comes knocking on my doors, the one certainty i'm looking forward to. but till that day come, faith of the heart...

my prayers, my heart....