rollercoaster...

feel like i'm in a rollercoaster..but i have to focus my attention at one single point dead ahead, despite being thrown around like hell...

i can't say much about my emotions right now, it's like a tumbleweed rolling from blood cell to blood cell. but my mind knows one thing right now. i know why i am here and i know i'll finish my business here the best i can....the best i should.

miss you mom, love you lots...and ricardo thanks for being there today dude.