my heartache...

as i'm writing this, my eyes are filled with tears. i have the notion to just plunge to me death, the pain has no barriers and has surpassed anything that i've ever felt. i'm afraid to step into my very own mind, right now. death is plastered all over it...

i just talked to one of my friends, who told me my princess is seeing someone else...

i can't even describe my pains...

rather be dead