~The End~

to the Elysian Fields and back...

after 467posts, more than 50,000 words writen, tears shed, laughter spilled, enemies made, friends grown, truth recognized, lies lived and all that done with just one motive in mind; to live on, A Year In The United Kingdom comes to an end.

i don't know how much i have grown or learnt or changed in this one year, we'll soon to find that out. i don't know if the year away was much needed or was beneficial to both of us. i don't know anything at all. but perhaps someday, in the distant future, i'll look back and say; 'hey...' and shrug my shoulders.

i drafted my last post almost a month back, but i'm scrapping that one and just go with what comes to mind now, which to my suprise, nothing. so i'll just end this 'one year project' if i must call it with something i once heard in the movies. yeah i know its not originally mine, but if i ever have to say a prayer out loud i think this should be it;

"Merciful Father, I have squandered my days with plans of many things. This was not among them. But at this moment, I beg only to live the next few minutes well. For all we ought to have thought, and have not thought; all we ought to have said, and have not said; all we ought to have done, and have not done; I pray thee God for forgiveness"

God bless those who were with me in this journey and those who remain in my thoughts forever...