DeadMan's Elapsing Whistle...

being at home, definetely a much more calmer place than the ones i'm used to it not really sitting well with me. maybe from being the out-going, trouble seeking person i was about 2 to 3 years ago, then becoming a pussy at the turn of the moonlight had something to do with it i have no idea but indeed it is NOT my cup of tea.

i still drive like a pussy and am still awaiting my first road-rage to happen, which somehow, a voice in me says will never happen. malaysian drivers do drive like idiots, don't we?

so, all i have been doing sitting at home is sending out resumes and applying jobs online. last night i talked to my mom's boss, he has a proposition for me, though the money sounds alluring enough but the job kind sounds a little out of my league. no doubt i can pull it off, the question will be for how long. he wants me to come in this wednesday, see how things goes. hey, you never know i might enjoy doing this (pls pls pls....somebody say i will), right?

remember how when i came home and the first few days i slept like a baby at nights, somehow..somehow i have that feeling again that its not gonna be like that very soon. just a feeling.

and you know what, i'm alone again...