split my head open....eat my brains out with a spoon

that is how my head hurts. ever since graduation i've been having on and off headaches. i guess i'm thinking too much about the future (most probably the past). if ever once there was a time, when i've been so lost as to what to do this would be it. i'm suppose to be excited, and non-stop packing instead i'm like a sub-dued donkey on viagra.

Ricardo's dads funeral is tomorrow. the guys went there today, Ricardo sents his gratitude to all you guys who came, thanks guys. i wish i was there too but i guess its another important funeral i've missed, the first being my grandmothers and now Ric's dad. so please You up there, enough is enough. i've had it up to here with You and Your nonsense!

my causin is coming down again tonight, she seems to be loving Leeds. we loved London and she loved this slump, how weird. i'll be leaving shortly to go get her at the coach station. maybe tomorrow me and her can go shopping around Leeds.

later...