Tuesday, July 19, 2005

is it too early to start singing?

you know ever since last thursday, there a lot of things running thru my head. theres always that huge thing thats always on my mind, then there are those few small ones like; theres the i'm 25 fucking years already, i need to get myself a job thought. theres the i need to pay up my credit card bills thought. theres the shopping for the people i know (and Shenn the ties are not that nice in person) thought. theres the part of packing all my stuff here and saying all my goodbyes thought. theres the thought of if i've really made friends here or just people who were with me for the ride thought.

job and bills, i'm not so worried about this one. why i have no fucking idea. i should be very worried with this one. especially since i kinda stretched my credit card to limits. my dad is not gonna be very happy when he sees the bill at the end of the month. my mom on the other hand will be happy to see the things i've bought, heahehahe....

i really have no idea what the fuck to buy the people at home (no no, its okay guys. i know there the bunch of shameless people who is gonna put a list of gifts they want on the comments). i did buy some really cool stuff when i went to York yesterday. btw York is the most historical place in England. castles and huge church, wait, what to do call a huge church?

i hate packing, enough said. i miss my mommy.......

the people i've spent my last 11months here, are they my friends or are they just here for the ride? i dunno. time will tell. are they important in my life? yes they are. some of them thought me something, some of them were just there to give me a smile. some of them slapped me across the face and called me a liar. some of them told me the truth about me, myself and i. am i making sense here? i guess i just have seperation anxiety?

mom, dad, if you're reading this, get ready for a big hug and a huge sloppy kiss, i love you guys.........errrrrm (should i write this??????)

tick tock tick tock....

should i or should i not, oh what the fuck...when have i stopped to think if i should or shouldn't say something.....

errrmmmm...

i love you too.....princess

9 Comments:

Blogger ellie ng said...

big church=cathedral?

sigh,another chapter in life has ended.time to move closer to death.mind my grouchiness...it's a rather gloomy morning here in kl and i'm sick but forced to work.

1:11 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

yes cathedral, and trust me this one was freaking huge.

you know i think God is an idiot in the sense he got life all upside down. we should start with death instead.

11:03 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

btw, i have a lot of pictures to post up...

11:03 AM  
Blogger shennwye said...

abt ur samurai sword. my mom said u can bring it back but then u have to declare it at your departure airport when u check in.

is it a really huge one?

11:48 AM  
Blogger ellie ng said...

i thought we can't bring in weapons?i once had a penknife with me and even that they confiscated.
is that the correct spelling?mind me,i'm high on cough syrup.

mmMmMmmmm...cough syrup...

1:22 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

If i'm not wrong, u can check them in(sword, penknife), in ur luggage but cant carry them as 'hand carry' into the aircraft...

K

2:59 AM  
Blogger ashlin said...

some places they won't even let u hand carry a tennis racket!

shen:where did u go?

rajes:OoOoOoooo...who's princess?

11:08 AM  
Blogger ashlin said...

omg...i'm so blur....ignore the shen bit...

11:09 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

Shenn, the sword is about 2 and half feet long. i know i can carry it on the flight, i'm just worried about our dear Malaysian customs people...

3:37 AM  

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