Creation, Preservation and Destruction is beyond our control

our control is merely an illusion

i don't argue much these days with Him, i don't ask much either but i'd still like to be with Him. ask only what is really worthy, if not better do not ask at all, some say. what do you say? say me...

nirwana does not start when you reach there, it begins right here, get your tickets here first, there is no leap froging here. i think i've checked in, but i tend forget it's a long flight, many passengers and too many delays, just too many fucking delays. we cant catch the fucking concorde anymore either! thats fucked up. but we can always buy a personal jet, when time comes, when time comes, He Himself will beam us up, startrek style.

'1 to beam, Scotie'

our focus should not be our destination but our path, make your path your destination, and your destination will come with ease. Rivers know this: there is no hurry. We shall get there some day.

'like the river flows, surely to the sea, something a meant to be' -Elvis Presley

i have ric...my confidant, navein...my spiritual guide, wai keong...the evil in me, nirpal the arrogance in me, jaya my stupidity...my parents the love in me.....and my brother, the fear and respect in me. then i have my princess, my karma, my joy, my light and tears in me. i fear nothing of this world, i fear nothing beyond this world either. i fear myself...i fear i have become Him, i'm the destruction in me. time to wash the sins, time to bow to Him, go around Him 9 times, and not look back...it's a saturday after all, what else have we got to do, besides F1.

lets make some noise, cause the bus is coming home. no one knows why we need the things we need in life, no one knows, why we do the things we do in life, no one knows why. i know about my choice, the path, the right path i choose, and i wanna live with this path for life. no turning back. thats a choice too. lets make myself smile for the time being, eh...

lose your control.