yugom....
someone once told me fear is a great tool, i think it was wai keong. what do we fear? it really becomes pointless the day you fear yourself but then again it means you've reached a place too deep in you, which some of us long to be there.
i have long feared my sins will return to haunt me....
how does one judge himself. i'm pretty sure everytime you try and judge yourself you either come up with extremely positive judgment or vice-versa, does anyone every say, i'm an average human. they either say they are COMPLETELY evil or a saint. evil only works when there is good, and good is useless when there is no evil around. so when i judge myself and ask the questions once again...am i or am i not? can you answer that?
going back in september...
wow! finally decided. cool huh, not so i think. i'm gonna have to work, i'm gonna have to face the world and actually say to it, 'this time i'm ready, bring it on!'... reaching 25, some people we know are getting married, some are dying off, some like me are just getting started. is it still early? are we still young? do i still have a few more gears in me? have i reached my maximum revs before a gear shift?
i once asked myseld a long long long time ago? do i believe in god? and the answer was yes. suprise suprise, even i didn't know that! hey does it suprise you when you realise that you've been on the open and recieving far too long that you've forgot to give? do you stop ask yourself am i selfish? am i just here for a ride, 'hey god, can we have a tciket to sainsbury?' or are we the driver? and god's asking us 'take me somewhere, i don't care, just take me somewhere, somewhere beautiful, somewhere only you know the spots, take me there, and make it quick, i haven't got all day jack!'
'the man is an empty soul, he can only engrave a few things to himself, the rest are stick on's...' -Navein
when i'm done here, i wanna go back and give my mom a hug, then i'm gonna turn around and give my dad a hug, and then i'm gonna give my brother a hug....and then i'm gonna hug everyone i know. one by one. cause honestly today i stand here, if not completely successful, i know i have them, who made me who i am today.
i love you princess....
i have long feared my sins will return to haunt me....
how does one judge himself. i'm pretty sure everytime you try and judge yourself you either come up with extremely positive judgment or vice-versa, does anyone every say, i'm an average human. they either say they are COMPLETELY evil or a saint. evil only works when there is good, and good is useless when there is no evil around. so when i judge myself and ask the questions once again...am i or am i not? can you answer that?
going back in september...
wow! finally decided. cool huh, not so i think. i'm gonna have to work, i'm gonna have to face the world and actually say to it, 'this time i'm ready, bring it on!'... reaching 25, some people we know are getting married, some are dying off, some like me are just getting started. is it still early? are we still young? do i still have a few more gears in me? have i reached my maximum revs before a gear shift?
i once asked myseld a long long long time ago? do i believe in god? and the answer was yes. suprise suprise, even i didn't know that! hey does it suprise you when you realise that you've been on the open and recieving far too long that you've forgot to give? do you stop ask yourself am i selfish? am i just here for a ride, 'hey god, can we have a tciket to sainsbury?' or are we the driver? and god's asking us 'take me somewhere, i don't care, just take me somewhere, somewhere beautiful, somewhere only you know the spots, take me there, and make it quick, i haven't got all day jack!'
'the man is an empty soul, he can only engrave a few things to himself, the rest are stick on's...' -Navein
when i'm done here, i wanna go back and give my mom a hug, then i'm gonna turn around and give my dad a hug, and then i'm gonna give my brother a hug....and then i'm gonna hug everyone i know. one by one. cause honestly today i stand here, if not completely successful, i know i have them, who made me who i am today.
i love you princess....
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