over, it's over

i have the feeling as though i just got here but it's been 4 months. one whole semester is over, exams are over. everything is moving fast isn't it? last year this time i was in the hospital with a fractured arm. today i'm half way there, half way...

last night was a party, after the exam, we went to morrisons bought some stuff, then head to my classmates house, man was it cool. i was the chef last night. i made 3 dishes, and impressed myself. i actually made my first ever vegetable dish, came out pretty nice. everyone was there except C.G., cause he still has his project to be submitted next week. so we partied till we dropped, and jammed till dawn, ate till we bulged.

my inspirations, where are they gone? where are they hidding? why don't they show themselves? it's weird how i've become an inspirations to other people. my sad life as an example to follow? my faithlessness, gives faith, my tears in words are hugs to others? wow, i'm speechless...but whatever makes you happy and keeps you going, right?

btw it was ponggal yesterday, so happy ponggal to my family and my indian friends out there. ponggal and i was cooking ayam masak merah, aiyo aiyo.

later...