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i came here in september and now it's december already. 3 months have passed and to be honest, i think i've grown quite a bit. learning more and more about life as days go by. if there is one prominent thing that i've come to realize it that never take anything and i mean ANYTHING for granted. life is too short, and to be quite honest it's too precious as well. everything carries it's own significance in ones life.
weird as i write this, something i, dunno where i read comes to mind;
people come, people go.
fast cars,
fast chicks,
lots of noise..
i just drink my beer...
anyone out there know where that came from? well anyways, navein is going back for christmas. he asked me if wanted to go, i told him i'd like nothing better than to go home to my mother and to run into her arms. but sometimes in life you've got to learn to be a man, and suck it up. i know i've endured a lot, far too much for my liking. but i'm still standing and i'm still walking. as far as wounds go, they'll never heal, they remind us that we have lived a life. how my future is gonna turn out to be, i quite frankly don't know, don't want to know. thats for my future, i can just aspire for what i want, how i want it and work hard for it. if it comes, good. if it doesn't, too bad then. learning to swallow things in life has come to me in the wrost ways ever. but swallow that i must. life is much easy to sit around and complain and dream. but to live it...
i can't tell if i've changed much, i guess i have but how does one judge himself, he's have no benchmark. maybe when i get back, i'll know.
remember earlier i was saying i don't want to know what lies in my future, there is one thing i've learnt, no matter what happens, if you know you've put in work and sweat, be proud of it. so no matter where this journey of life takes me, i'll make sure i'm atleast in the co-driver seat if not driving it, but i'm gonna make sure i'm proud where i end up. cause one thing is definite and even that i've grown to believe is an illusion, so death is not the last stop.
oh yeah ric recieved his birthday chocolates yesterday, suprising how late people are recieving my packages, ceh! so called royal mail. anyways dude, i didn't know what else to get you, not that i can afford anything expensive, yet. hey hold on to that other 'thing' for me will ya, it's very precious to me. thanks dude. honestly i've missed talking to you a lot. i know i know you're busy and all that. and dude i'm really happy for you that you've found a job. in time success, will be at your reach, just don't forget to grasp it and hold on to it. remember, Type-R. and dude i know there is a lot you're going thru right now, just hang in there. sometimes things have a way to work out by itself (i wish i could tell myself this), don't squeez too much in you mind and f you need to talk about it, write me...maybe we can start a chain of mails like we used to have back in the days, heaheahea. cheers dude.
i don't know what to write already, this months is my mommy's birthday, what to send her ah?
later....
weird as i write this, something i, dunno where i read comes to mind;
people come, people go.
fast cars,
fast chicks,
lots of noise..
i just drink my beer...
anyone out there know where that came from? well anyways, navein is going back for christmas. he asked me if wanted to go, i told him i'd like nothing better than to go home to my mother and to run into her arms. but sometimes in life you've got to learn to be a man, and suck it up. i know i've endured a lot, far too much for my liking. but i'm still standing and i'm still walking. as far as wounds go, they'll never heal, they remind us that we have lived a life. how my future is gonna turn out to be, i quite frankly don't know, don't want to know. thats for my future, i can just aspire for what i want, how i want it and work hard for it. if it comes, good. if it doesn't, too bad then. learning to swallow things in life has come to me in the wrost ways ever. but swallow that i must. life is much easy to sit around and complain and dream. but to live it...
i can't tell if i've changed much, i guess i have but how does one judge himself, he's have no benchmark. maybe when i get back, i'll know.
remember earlier i was saying i don't want to know what lies in my future, there is one thing i've learnt, no matter what happens, if you know you've put in work and sweat, be proud of it. so no matter where this journey of life takes me, i'll make sure i'm atleast in the co-driver seat if not driving it, but i'm gonna make sure i'm proud where i end up. cause one thing is definite and even that i've grown to believe is an illusion, so death is not the last stop.
oh yeah ric recieved his birthday chocolates yesterday, suprising how late people are recieving my packages, ceh! so called royal mail. anyways dude, i didn't know what else to get you, not that i can afford anything expensive, yet. hey hold on to that other 'thing' for me will ya, it's very precious to me. thanks dude. honestly i've missed talking to you a lot. i know i know you're busy and all that. and dude i'm really happy for you that you've found a job. in time success, will be at your reach, just don't forget to grasp it and hold on to it. remember, Type-R. and dude i know there is a lot you're going thru right now, just hang in there. sometimes things have a way to work out by itself (i wish i could tell myself this), don't squeez too much in you mind and f you need to talk about it, write me...maybe we can start a chain of mails like we used to have back in the days, heaheahea. cheers dude.
i don't know what to write already, this months is my mommy's birthday, what to send her ah?
later....
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