batman lives....
my housemates call me batman, cause i'm awake all night and practically never sleep. actually i do sleep in the day, practically the whole day (unless i have classes la). it sucks when you can't sleep, especially if you're me. i guess you know what i'm talking about. sometimes i'm guessing wheni sleep it's the only time i'm not troubled or going crazy with everything. i'm trying not to be the guy who is crying about everything he has lost, and try to be the guy who smiles at what he didn't lose, and what he has gained but it is hard, when you've lost in my very own words "my precious life". sleep if i think helps me forget all this, nope, wrong again. i'm the guy who gets up remembering details of his dreams, remember.
well yesterday i talked to my mom for a long time, she told me about everything that is going with her and the family, her job and all. she also told me my grandmother is kinda ill as well. i pray she's okay. well actually she is old and i pray nothing happens to her till i get back. my mom also told me how my grandmother wants to see my brothers marriage before she 'leaves'. something my brother would go bezerk if he heard it. well my mom wanted me to talk to my brother, honestly my bro is only 26 turning 27 next april. i don't see the rush in getting married. there is far too much to life than just marriage, it is undoubtly something sacred, in my view la. for others it just could be nothing at all. but how do i convince my brother to get married before my grams kicks it (that didn't sound nice). sigh....
'death is an illusion'
earlier i was trying to get our deepavali recordings out of the camera and into my pc, seems like there is more to it than i know. the things saba gave us isn't gonna cut it. according to my 'guru' wai keong. honestly everything he said sounded french to me. i have no idea now on what to do or how? actually i have one idea la, record the damn thing in vcr cassettes. but those don't last long. aiyo aiyo....
i've always been one for technology, back home everytime something goes wrong they'd ask me to take a look at it. but when i was a kid if something went wrong with anything, automatically everybody would look at me. well honestly when i was a kid i did spoil and break and destroy a lot of stuff, toys would burn, i've opened a tv up into pieces, made my won firecracker. heahaehea...i was lego child growing up. i still have them, two huge tupperwares stored up in my closet. and i'll let you in a little secret, i do still try and play with them. i was always good with my hands even with art work, my mom sent me to art class when i was a kid. i'm good with crafts, i try to atleast. (sigh.....memories burning holes thru me)
anyways i was thinking i'd go to a temple today....
i do have to go to the bank today and then do a little grocery shopping too, i'm all out of cookies and chocolates. oh yeah and tomorrow is monday, my turn to cook, but as usual dunno what to cook, aiyo...i wish i had a mchine to copy knowledge and store it into my brains. heaheahea (my moms cooking skills!!!!), damn i miss my mom. i love talking to her these days. but ofcourse everytime we do talk she has to go or do something else. my next door baby keeps my mom busy during the weekends when she's not working, she told me that sometimes she calls her rajes. awwww....i love you too mom.
well after cooking i have to go to work. oh yes...work, my favorate place in the whole wide world. a place that makes me kiss the real world up front, bad breath and all. navein said imagine if you were in malaysia, would you even consider doing a job like this. like duh....oh yeah speaking of which i have to call a job agency today, kamal has recommended me to his job agency. see if i can get another job, one which i get paid more, and less killing of what little spirit i have left.
did i mention that i was an assistant healthclub manager when i was 17, yes just 17 and i had made it all the way to the top, i was working in ritz-carlton hotel. being paid rm1800 at the age of 17 can be damaging to your liver. heahaehae. oh the night at 'heavens' with ric and anthony. my causin balan was king when i cashed in my pay cheques...oh man we used to have so much fun. i wish i could have stayed 17...forever. no worries, no cares...but like wai keong told me..."even that too, my old friend, will eventually get boring". what didn't eventually get boring. life itself took a toll on us, didn't it dude...
well anyways i think if i go on, i'll write an entire book today, better safe some for later. bet you there is something to bitch about later. heahaehea...
later...
well yesterday i talked to my mom for a long time, she told me about everything that is going with her and the family, her job and all. she also told me my grandmother is kinda ill as well. i pray she's okay. well actually she is old and i pray nothing happens to her till i get back. my mom also told me how my grandmother wants to see my brothers marriage before she 'leaves'. something my brother would go bezerk if he heard it. well my mom wanted me to talk to my brother, honestly my bro is only 26 turning 27 next april. i don't see the rush in getting married. there is far too much to life than just marriage, it is undoubtly something sacred, in my view la. for others it just could be nothing at all. but how do i convince my brother to get married before my grams kicks it (that didn't sound nice). sigh....
'death is an illusion'
earlier i was trying to get our deepavali recordings out of the camera and into my pc, seems like there is more to it than i know. the things saba gave us isn't gonna cut it. according to my 'guru' wai keong. honestly everything he said sounded french to me. i have no idea now on what to do or how? actually i have one idea la, record the damn thing in vcr cassettes. but those don't last long. aiyo aiyo....
i've always been one for technology, back home everytime something goes wrong they'd ask me to take a look at it. but when i was a kid if something went wrong with anything, automatically everybody would look at me. well honestly when i was a kid i did spoil and break and destroy a lot of stuff, toys would burn, i've opened a tv up into pieces, made my won firecracker. heahaehea...i was lego child growing up. i still have them, two huge tupperwares stored up in my closet. and i'll let you in a little secret, i do still try and play with them. i was always good with my hands even with art work, my mom sent me to art class when i was a kid. i'm good with crafts, i try to atleast. (sigh.....memories burning holes thru me)
anyways i was thinking i'd go to a temple today....
i do have to go to the bank today and then do a little grocery shopping too, i'm all out of cookies and chocolates. oh yeah and tomorrow is monday, my turn to cook, but as usual dunno what to cook, aiyo...i wish i had a mchine to copy knowledge and store it into my brains. heaheahea (my moms cooking skills!!!!), damn i miss my mom. i love talking to her these days. but ofcourse everytime we do talk she has to go or do something else. my next door baby keeps my mom busy during the weekends when she's not working, she told me that sometimes she calls her rajes. awwww....i love you too mom.
well after cooking i have to go to work. oh yes...work, my favorate place in the whole wide world. a place that makes me kiss the real world up front, bad breath and all. navein said imagine if you were in malaysia, would you even consider doing a job like this. like duh....oh yeah speaking of which i have to call a job agency today, kamal has recommended me to his job agency. see if i can get another job, one which i get paid more, and less killing of what little spirit i have left.
did i mention that i was an assistant healthclub manager when i was 17, yes just 17 and i had made it all the way to the top, i was working in ritz-carlton hotel. being paid rm1800 at the age of 17 can be damaging to your liver. heahaehae. oh the night at 'heavens' with ric and anthony. my causin balan was king when i cashed in my pay cheques...oh man we used to have so much fun. i wish i could have stayed 17...forever. no worries, no cares...but like wai keong told me..."even that too, my old friend, will eventually get boring". what didn't eventually get boring. life itself took a toll on us, didn't it dude...
well anyways i think if i go on, i'll write an entire book today, better safe some for later. bet you there is something to bitch about later. heahaehea...
later...
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