i quit my job....

yes, you read the title right. i did, i can't keep on killing what little spirit i have left. it's like commiting emotional suicide. i got up and told myself to get myself a better job. i know it's not degrading or it's not embarrassing to do an honest job. i will not condemn the job. i guess i'm not man enough to continue with it. yes i do wish i could go thru with it. but unfortunately i'm not. the kid in me is dying, or to be honest he died a long time ago.

cleaner days are over?

later....