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i just finished cooking...chicken curry if you were wondering what. i came home today, checked the fridge, nothing there so went and bought chicken and came home. i had to call my mom, cause i had forgot how to cook the chicken curry, she gave me the recipy last week and i forgot. well it came out okay, just a little too spicy for my liking.

lets see now, how many dishes i've cooked on my own so far....

1. chicken curry
2. chicken sambal
3. fried chicken sambal
4. ginger chicken
5. fried fish sambal
6. ikan bilis sambal
7. fried rice, mom's special recipy
8. spaghetti, with tomato and meat.

not bad if i might say so...and these are not including all those dishes basil have thought me while he was cooking. cool...

today i went to the city council to get exempted from paying council tax for my house. then went to the uni and had lunch and saw my project supervisor. then i went window shopping, trying to find that red nike shoes i was talking about. well everywhere i went, they're out of it. damn....

well i went and made an appointment with the GP today, i'll see him tomorrow morning, about my finger numbness. it's still there, it's been 3 weeks now.

anyways today when i was walking to the supermarket to buy the chicken, out of the blue i had this emotional out burst, came out of no where, i was so furious. it was really crazy. suddenly i was so pissed off at life. i was asking myself, after the turn of the century i've became this emotional, loving, sentimental guy, sort of like this motherfucker believer, in butterflies and kisses but..but where has this gotten me...it's gotten me racing at 180mph straight into the berlin wall, reinforced with concrete and metal....i told myself i'm sick and tired of pulling jagged edge daggers out of myself anymore. then suddenly there was this silence in my brain...numb and i bought my chicken and came home...didn't know what happened.

i'll go taste my chicken curry, you go figure out why the world is round and not square.

later....