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i got back from uni like an hour ago, walk in the door and i catch one of my housemates watching porn. oookkkayyyy. no biggie, i watched porn before, and besides it's normal for men to watch porn, it just means they have an active sexual mind. okay you wanna know what gets to me. i only know him for, what? how long have i been here. come on man, i don't know you to sit and watch porn with you. and the worst part, he was watching porn about a man having sex with a married woman, she only doing it to save her husband. do you know how much damage that can have on a guy who is still not over the woman he loves, the man who still cries at nights because the thought of another man with his woman crossed his mind, can you imagine how i was just burning on the inside, visions would just pop in your head and....oh man.

right now i would just like to say, i mean, come on. not only you caused an awkward moment but you made me suffer so much on the inside as well. but then again, he wouldn't know that. and i don't blame him. you know sometimes when things happen and you just know god's punishing you. well this was one of those things....

later....