the wonders of family

you know just hearing the voice of the person you love so much, can make a big difference. today i heard my mom's, i heard her say "i love you son", i heard her say "i miss you son". i talked to my aunty and my uncle, i talked to balan, my cous. damn i miss them. and just the thought of all them keep me warm tonight. i love all of you guys.

i chatted with my princess also this morning. i told her i was sick, and just as i knew what she was going to say, she said it. "take vitamin c". i don't know if she still cares for me (or if she still loves me) but i'd like to think she does. i know the most gentle creature i've ever met couldn't stop loving someone. she once told me she hated men, all men, until she met me. i know thats true. i believe thats true.

here's to my warm night.....