Sunday, July 10, 2005

ding dong bell, pussy in the well...

KAPOOOOW..!!!

thats the last thing i remember after stepping out of the bath tub. i fell in the tub after taking shower. auch, my head kinda hurts, i blacked out for a few minutes, lucky Sachi was there to help me up. weird how i manage to get up and open the door cause i have no recollection of doing it. you know i was so bloody lucky i fell on the other end of the tub, cause the opposite end was where the taps are! i could have hit my head and split my brains open. I COULD HAVE DIED! you know this is exactly what they call a cruel irony, God is definitely a fucking genius. almost year ago, just weeks before leaving for the UK, i was in an almost a tragic car crash (my car was so banged up, my parents sold it off), i spent 3 days in the hospital. you know when i got out of the car, i hwas so shaken up, i sat down on the curb for a few seconds, then i got up and said something like this;

'Why can't you do things right, if you're gonna kill me, do it right. if you want me, you gotta come get me yourself, your angels of death aren't exactly doing a bang up job here!!! hey God, listen to me, pls, for fucks sakes, FUCKING TAKE ME!!!'

but today, after realizing i could have died (i mean, if my head went driving into the taps) just a few weeks before leaving for home (again, a journey thats been far too long coming), a place i've been dying to go to in all my life, i turn around and say;

'hey you up there, i owe you one, cheers buddy. you're a real fucking genius man. though i took so long to see it but you've finally showed me, my life is important. hell yeah, you've pained me so bloody much but i get it, life's full of shit but its also full of beautiful colors. sometimes you just got push the shit aside a look at all the pretty colors. fill MY pockets with some rainbows too...'

hey 'Big Guy', stop writting love stories on the sea shores, i coming home....

10 Comments:

Blogger ashlin said...

come on....we all know God kept u alive for all our entertainment....torture ewoks...muahahahahahaha

4:00 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

maybe, we all know how he has a sick sense of humor...

4:05 AM  
Blogger mr jp said...

This reminds me of a scene from Final Destination ...

10:04 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

oh man, does this mean i'm doomed, i'm destined to die?

10:17 AM  
Blogger ashlin said...

jason, that's an evil thought!!

1:16 PM  
Blogger Unknown said...

ohhh...look who's talking!

8:37 PM  
Blogger ashlin said...

what did i say wrong? torture is better than death rite??? muahahahahahahahahahahahaha

5:20 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

death is the easy way out la dodo...

5:43 AM  
Blogger ashlin said...

but death is the ultimate sin...&wanting to die=suicide...tsk tsk tsk...looks like someone is looking fwd to meeting saddam&satan...muahahahahaha

11:30 AM  
Blogger Unknown said...

death is a gift, given unexpectedly. not a punishment and certainly not a sin. life is about paying for the sins that shades over you, death on the other hand surpasses that. wanting to die is never equals to suicide. its more like accepting your demise of the solid form. suicide is taking your own life. living in this world is torture enough, our only sanctuary is the people we treasure, the simple joys we get with the smallest of tear drops. but death the biggest illusion God gave us humans. i chose not to look at the 4 fingers but the 8...

btw, Saddam is not dead yet and i am Satan's spawn, call me Mephisto.

11:54 AM  

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