you're breaking my balls here

i had a dream this morning. i was sleeping with a baby lying and playing on my chest. kinda nice feeling people get from dreams like that huh...i dunno, but it kinda got ugly after that, i don't wanna get into that stargaze again.

i've actually called and confirmed my flight ticket back home, thats nice too huh? aha...so if you're waiting for me to reveal the date, think again...it's gonna be a suprise.

you know i was thinking, about my decisions a couple of months ago, about not wanting to return. the sparks of that split second decision are still burning in me, but then why am i still going thru with it? i know outcome, well i dunno, i asume i know...sigh forget it...scrap all that.

i promise my mom i'll come home and thats that...end of story.

so what else is going on in my life..hmmm, oh yeah i have 2 more assignments due next week friday, and an exam on thursday. and can't wait for may, friday the 13th, my presentation date. after that i'll have just one date left in mind july 14th, graduation, ofcourse i'll have the date i leave in mind too...but shhh, thats a secret. hehaehae

okay okay...me going back to watch 'south park'. i love eric cartman, he is my hero.

later...