ups and downs...
lets talk about the ups first...
well i went walking around leeds today, was cool, went to buy duvets...the ones at the leeds market did feel nice but they're only 7pounds, the ones at allders were felt damn nice but they're 30pounds...check out the price difference man..the have more at argos, those are 6pounds but i didn't check them out. but i bought one of those throws, you now like a blankie, it's a thick huge one, cost only 5pounds. it is getting colder and colder here as days go by.
i also saw so many cool stuff at the leeds market, you name it they have it, it's like petaling street. and it's quite cheap. they had earings, flowers, pillow, clothes, man they even had those victoria secrets...just hanging on the streets..heheheahe.
i realised i've become less lazier while i'm here. back in malaysia i wouldn't have walked half a kilometre and i would have said, enough. but these days it's bus number 11 everywhere i go. my housemate told me of a chocolate store near leeds plaza, i'll have to check that out, promised shubs i get her some. when i find the shop, the first i do is send chocolates to melacca, okay shubs. don't know whether you read my blog or not. hmmm.....
okay, i went window shopping also la. the leather shop in leeds plaze, is to die for...they have the most cool leather jackets man!!! you know nic cage in face/off wears this leather trench and it gets blown in the wind as he gets out of the car. they had one exactly like that...whoa...i know i would have bought it, but it cost 156pounds!!!
they have all really cool looking womens clothes here, for the mens it's like everything you see back home. but women can go wild here with shopping. and when the season is over they sell it at cheap prices, stock/season clearance...speaking of which, wai keong, you and i should go to this place call t.k. max, it's jackets galore there. i saw one that looked like you leather ones, cool man...and it was only 68pounds. i know if you convert it to ringgit it's may sound expensive but it's still considered cheap and it's worth it.
oh yeah i got my timetable...i'll be having classes only on tuesdays, thurdays and fridays. tuesday and thursday only one class each..but friday is a full day classes till 5pm.. oh and my project supervisor is the same guy who came to pick me up at the airport. cool guy, egyptian dude. my housemates says he gives good marks.
well so much for the ups...now the downs
i saw my princess online. she said hi, and then she said she knows i don't want to speak to her ever again, so take care and bye. if only she knew how much i'm dying to hear her voice. i asked her why is she talking like that...and she said nevermind, then she asked me how i was, and told me that her studies are going quite badly. i hope she does well in her finals, she is a very bright and intelligent woman. i've seen her work and study, she's good at what she does. she's a medical student and her dad was a doctor too. i really wish to see her become one of malaysia's famous surgeons...i really wanted to be there to watch her graduate. well anyways. the ups and downs. if only she knew how the whole time i'm here in uk, but my thoughts and feelings are all with her. always praying for her, and thinking of her. i drive myself into tears every night, i know, i still do end up in tears when i think of her. and i think of her all the time. but there is nothing i can do about the fact that we're no longer together. my hands are tied when all she does is push me away. i didn't push her away, she did me...and i'm helpless in that. all my life i'm a fixer...trying to fix every problem that comes my way. if i can't fix it, i blow it up with tnt. but this time it exploded in my heart...leaving just a trail of crimson pieces of my heart, wherever i go what ever i do. wai keong once told me, that no matter how long from today, no what the fuck it is, everything will somehow be about our......i don't want to mention names, but you know who....our princesses...
i love you princess...now and forever.
later guys...all this emotion has me drained.
well i went walking around leeds today, was cool, went to buy duvets...the ones at the leeds market did feel nice but they're only 7pounds, the ones at allders were felt damn nice but they're 30pounds...check out the price difference man..the have more at argos, those are 6pounds but i didn't check them out. but i bought one of those throws, you now like a blankie, it's a thick huge one, cost only 5pounds. it is getting colder and colder here as days go by.
i also saw so many cool stuff at the leeds market, you name it they have it, it's like petaling street. and it's quite cheap. they had earings, flowers, pillow, clothes, man they even had those victoria secrets...just hanging on the streets..heheheahe.
i realised i've become less lazier while i'm here. back in malaysia i wouldn't have walked half a kilometre and i would have said, enough. but these days it's bus number 11 everywhere i go. my housemate told me of a chocolate store near leeds plaza, i'll have to check that out, promised shubs i get her some. when i find the shop, the first i do is send chocolates to melacca, okay shubs. don't know whether you read my blog or not. hmmm.....
okay, i went window shopping also la. the leather shop in leeds plaze, is to die for...they have the most cool leather jackets man!!! you know nic cage in face/off wears this leather trench and it gets blown in the wind as he gets out of the car. they had one exactly like that...whoa...i know i would have bought it, but it cost 156pounds!!!
they have all really cool looking womens clothes here, for the mens it's like everything you see back home. but women can go wild here with shopping. and when the season is over they sell it at cheap prices, stock/season clearance...speaking of which, wai keong, you and i should go to this place call t.k. max, it's jackets galore there. i saw one that looked like you leather ones, cool man...and it was only 68pounds. i know if you convert it to ringgit it's may sound expensive but it's still considered cheap and it's worth it.
oh yeah i got my timetable...i'll be having classes only on tuesdays, thurdays and fridays. tuesday and thursday only one class each..but friday is a full day classes till 5pm.. oh and my project supervisor is the same guy who came to pick me up at the airport. cool guy, egyptian dude. my housemates says he gives good marks.
well so much for the ups...now the downs
i saw my princess online. she said hi, and then she said she knows i don't want to speak to her ever again, so take care and bye. if only she knew how much i'm dying to hear her voice. i asked her why is she talking like that...and she said nevermind, then she asked me how i was, and told me that her studies are going quite badly. i hope she does well in her finals, she is a very bright and intelligent woman. i've seen her work and study, she's good at what she does. she's a medical student and her dad was a doctor too. i really wish to see her become one of malaysia's famous surgeons...i really wanted to be there to watch her graduate. well anyways. the ups and downs. if only she knew how the whole time i'm here in uk, but my thoughts and feelings are all with her. always praying for her, and thinking of her. i drive myself into tears every night, i know, i still do end up in tears when i think of her. and i think of her all the time. but there is nothing i can do about the fact that we're no longer together. my hands are tied when all she does is push me away. i didn't push her away, she did me...and i'm helpless in that. all my life i'm a fixer...trying to fix every problem that comes my way. if i can't fix it, i blow it up with tnt. but this time it exploded in my heart...leaving just a trail of crimson pieces of my heart, wherever i go what ever i do. wai keong once told me, that no matter how long from today, no what the fuck it is, everything will somehow be about our......i don't want to mention names, but you know who....our princesses...
i love you princess...now and forever.
later guys...all this emotion has me drained.
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