got to go to the loo...

the future is dark, filled with smoke and guns. all we have is each other. and yet all we destroy is each other. i can't explain why exactly i wrote that, but it just kinda crossed my mind.

today as usual i got up, did nothing, watched the Godfather II, then made some spaghetti for dinner, i tried blending the spaghetti with our local mee goreng. was nice but came out too spicy for my housemates liking. sometimes i feel bad when i cook something thats too spicy for them. i've spoiled my taste buds, hanging out with jerad and saba, then basil's cooking sometimes. but today when i ate my cooking it was spicy but not that spicy, but when my housemates were eating it, pity them, they had their tongues hanging out.

i miss my mom's maggi goreng. it can beat any mamak stall, anytime, just bring it, sigh.

these days i feel lonely, even more lonelier than i've ever been. it's like i've lost touch with everybody i know. i'm lost, depressed and logging for my hugs.

later, gotta go to the loo...