getting tired...and tired...and tired

i'm out my juice, need a refill, need fuel, somebody refill me, refuel me. i'm long overdue a pit stop. my tyres are bald, my wing needs adjustments. my strategy is not going to plans, the weather, my rivals are catching me. need more power, or maybe need to just stop thinking about all these and focus on catching that chequered flag. but then i'm use to looking out for the final flag, the one at the end of the season. need to look short distance now???

saturday i had an eye sore, so i didn't go out, not even to work. if and when my eye gets sored i can't put my contacts on. i think my boss was pissed with me, cause on the weekends the gym can get really busy. sorry dan, i wish i had it another way. i need the money too, but if i can't get my contacts on i'm half blind and leaving the house would not onnly prove to be suicidal, but brutally dumb, cause i'd wait at the bus stop and not see the bus go by. so the entire day i just sat in the dark and slept a lot. then on sunday, i go in. well did i had to work or did i. one of the pipes in toilets had burst, and the entire gym had flooded. oh man. i had to really work like a dog, cleaning up the entire gym, the store was worst. my back was almost blown out.

i tell you sometimes i can suprise myself with the amount of work load i can take. to actually do all that was never in my nature. but when my supervisor put his hands on my shoulders and says to me, 'really sorry about this buddy'...kinda made me feel it's okay to do the job. all those management classes and i finally see it working, ON ME.

today i went to see my agent, and still no job. he wants me in tomorrow to see if he has anything, well see. i hope we find something soon. today i went to mohan's place. the dude got robbed last night. well not exactly him but his work place. he and raj work at kfc. they got robbed by 4 armed men. they were telling me the story it was like in the movies. they got tied up and thrown in the freezer. poor fellows, i mean think about it, come all the way here and get treated like this and then get robbed some more. shit man...it seems the police took their shirts as evidence and even the bands they were tied in. all the cash kfc had made that night, weekend night, was stolen...imagine if one of them had gotten shot, my insides shreek to imagine the worst. devastating. i hope it never happens to anyone i know ever. hey fellas, i'm sorry you guys had to go thru that.

so anyways i came home today and decided to cook nice food. made chicken curry and mixed vege. the mixed vege was really nice, with oyster souce and chicken. ate dinner till my belly is about to explode. had chicken soup and ginger rice as well. so i'm like a phyton now....

but i still have cravings for some corn flakes now!!!!

later...

p.s. i think i'm still burning on empty